The
scissors gleamed on the bedside table, their tapering blades
reflecting the dim light.
“Where
is my bed jacket? You've taken away my bed jacket again.” The old
woman's voice was creaky, petulant as a child's.
“I
put it away because I thought you were asleep.” The daughter turned
her back to the scissors and went to open the curtains. The musty
smell of old body was stifling.
“What
are you doing? Don't open the window! The cold will kill me!” The
old, querulous voice grated across the daughter's nerves.
“Just
a few minutes. The fresh air will do you good. Here, put on the bed
jacket.”
The
old woman clenched the hot pink wool with arthritic fingers and her
face pulled into a cranky scowl. “You know I can't get it on by
myself.”
The
daughter held out the jacket. The mother's knotted hands seemed to
develop another set of fingers as she struggled into the loosely knit
jacket. The daughter, bending over to help, bumped her hip on the
corner of the bedside table. The scissors rattled faintly across the
marble. The daughter rubbed her hip, reflecting that she would
develop a bruise there. She bruised so easlily these days. And her
swollen feet gave her hell as she walked back to the window. The
mother's nose poked like an accusing finger out of the pink wool as
she gathered it tightly around her.
“There
is a draft. I can clearly feel it. I'm going to get a cold!”
“Mother,
the window hasn't been open for more than a minute.”
“I'm
going to freeze.” The mother's black bird-eyes glinted
malevolently. “Is that what you're trying to do? Freeze me to
death?”
With
a sight the daughter closed the window again. As she passed the
bedside table the glint on the scissors seemed to hold the same
malevolence as her mother's eyes moments before.
“I
am thirsty! I need a herbal tea. The cold is giving me a sore
throat.”
The
mother was waiting like a vulture for some opening that would allow
her to swoop down and rip into flesh. The daughter kept herself with
difficulty from answering the accusation and swallowed the bile in
her throat. She didn't have the strength for an acrimonious and
emotionally exhausting showdown with her mother. Encountering the
challenging eyes in the bed she just blinked owlishly, an expression
that had always annoyed her mother, then walked on sore feet
downstairs to prepare the herbal tea. While she waited she rested her
sore feet on a small stool.
“What
took you so long?” The mother glared at her as the daughter walked
to the bedside table. The scissors grinned at her. She put the big
hand on them to push them aside. Under her palm she could feel their
cold smoothness, the wickedly sharp points. Tea slopped from the cup
into the saucer. The big hand slowly closed around the terrible
blades as if to shield them from her view.
“You're
such a clumsy creature. Always were. Why did God punish me with such
an inadequate offspring?” The mother's voice vibrated with the
resentment of the incapacitated for the able. The daughter held cup
and saucer out to her mother. In the other hand the scissors' points
slowly began to slip from the confines of the fist.
“One
of these days your clumsiness will cause you to fall and break your
neck. And what will become of me, then?” The claw-like fingers
curled around the cup, the beady eyes peering through the rising,
curling vapour.
“Do
you hear me?”
There
was a soft thump as the scissors fell into the drawer and a silken
purr as it shut out their gleaming points from sight. The daughter
smiled angelically.
“Yes
mother, I do hear you.”
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